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Name: Ashley
Country: United States
State: Texas
Metro: Fort Worth
Birthday: 8/5/1991
Gender: Female


Interests: i dont know theres not much to say what my interests are im just a person who wishes.hopes.and dreams everday and at the same time searching for the unknown
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Member Since: 4/25/2005

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Friday, September 29, 2006

IT ALL HAPPEND SO FAST

Sometimes i find myself  

S h A k I n' in the middle of the night and
then it hits me......
"I cant even believe this is my life".....
I am slowly falling apart
and
I wish you could take a walk in my shoes for a start
you might say that its easy being me..
.you just stand still look pretty.........
There are people with problems worse then mine.......
I dont want you to think
im complaining all the time and
I hate the way you look at me,
I have to say..
i wish i could start over again
I wish i could paint my face and
pretend to be someone else...
sometimes i get so fed-up
that i dont even want to look at myself
...
i wish that everyone would go in shut they're mouths..
.
IM NOT STRONG ENOUGH TO DEAL WITH IT..........





Wednesday, August 23, 2006

 






Saturday, July 15, 2006



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Monday, July 10, 2006

update later..sorry but its summer and i dont got time for this right now cuz im not even suppose to be on here but ne ways yeah ttyl


Friday, January 20, 2006











this can not be happening.........
i want to feel the pain that i cant underatand...
im walking through shadows instead of looking at the things that caused them...
ive become addicted to the pain that didnt hurt but instead feels nice..     i will do it just to bleed to make sure i was still alive cause nothing seems real...   it had been a realease a chance of hope that i could just make it hurt just enough to release the pain i held inside so i could smile again and that smile would be for real....
 -i want to watch myslef bleed then watch myself heal...





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